notice me/愚痴


I rarely regret my actions of the past. I accept the notion that what was supposed to happen happened, and think about what I can learn from my mistakes.

Lately, though, I am wondering why I did not do this, writing and learning to express, while you were around.

I was focused on taking care of us so much that I stopped enjoying life, resenting the fact that you did what you wanted to do, and I did what needed to be done.
Only after you left me, I started to see myself. And, I think about what would have been like if I had started earlier. Would we have enjoyed being alive more? Appreciated each other gracefully? Would you have been proud of me?

No sense in trying to figure that out.


“Life isn’t about finding yourself. Life is about creating yourself.”

— George Bernard Shaw










23 thoughts on “notice me/愚痴

  1. I wanted to let you know that I was going to highlight your blog on my post today, but I need to use your url for it. Since you put the asian title on the title along with the English, I am not able to use your url.


      1. Do you always put the asian writing on it? I have already sent out my highlights for this week today and I will use yours next Saturday, but I can’t do it with the asian writing.


  2. a really lovely post. my first wife, who was vietnamese, was killed just before the end of that senseless war but i have my daughter and grand daughter to help me never forget her. my second, english, wife has given me two sons but still loves ‘our’ asian daughter and believes she made me a loveable person. life can be controlled by us up to a point; but when events happen that sadden us, as you say, we have to accept them. but always remember the happy moments 🙂 god bless. Anton.

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