If you are reading this, you have reached your home in Germany safely.
I had a beautiful time with you. I am sorry that I didn’t say much. I was so happy to have you next to me to touch, to look into your eyes, to listen to you talk. I had many things I wanted to tell you. How I had longed for the moments. How I wished I could see you more often.
We have been seeing each other when you come to town, for a while now. It is so hard when I am alone waiting for you and harder when you leave. And, I just don’t think I can do it anymore. I am moving and won’t be here the next time your ship arrives.
I love you, Stefan, with all my heart, and wish you the best.