deep in thought


wtik5729-girl-outMy secret, confidential, classified New Year’s resolution was to get a life, have a sense of purpose, and validate my existence on Earth aside from the likes and comments on my blog posts.
I failed.

Create your own destiny. Change your own reality.
… yeah, yeah, yeah, easier said than done.

I have been sinking for too long and too deep, and am tired.
It’s time to start swimming, break through the surface, and take breaths.
I just want to live and laugh again.


16 thoughts on “deep in thought

  1. 簡単なことをするだけなのに、時々それが難しいと感じる時があります。でも、何かのついでにやってみるとすごく簡単だったりします。そんなものなのでしょうかね。
    Sometimes it is unexpectedly difficult just to do a simple thing. Perhaps, that’s what we live for.

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  2. Konnichiwa, Nelkumi-san. You failed. So what. Failure is a common human occurrence. As the cliche goes, it’s just as much the journey as it is the destination. Those of us who read you are with you on your journey. We are swimming with you. I’m excited to see where you take us in 2017. 進み続けてさえいれば、遅くとも関係ない。

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  3. I hope 2017 is brimming with silver linings for you nelkumi – you have helped me to smile on a number of occasions during 2016 with your writing and pics/paintings – I hope I can do the same for you next year 🙂

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  4. you’re not alone at this, my dear. i feel the same way. we can breathe again. 😉

    i, actually would like to ask you if you’d like to put some thought on what is keeping you from reaching the surface and share the outcome on my blog. i can send you all the details through my desire is to connect people by their stories, so they can learn, grow and don’t feel as alone. is a bit like seeing the light at the end of the tunnel. maybe it will help you.

    and now, cheers to a better year! ❤

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