opening move

“What’s past is prologue” – William Shakespeare, The Tempest Continue reading opening move

nelkumiDecember 30, 2021December 30, 20214 Comments

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finding me

I want to travel freely, touch, see and listen to everything, yet maintain nothingness. Like winds. 変えられるものは、自分の知識や理解、見方という変数の部分なのに、他人だとか時間という定数の方に気を取られて、答えが出ない方程式。 Continue reading finding me

nelkumiDecember 18, 2021December 18, 20214 Comments

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predicament

When do I get a break?

どうしたら優しくできるのだろう。
昔は話をするのが楽しみだった。どう言うだろうかとか、どんな捉え方を示してくれるだろうかと期待して、電話をかける手が急いた。それが、少しずつ、時を経るとともに、 Continue reading “predicament”

nelkumiNovember 21, 2021November 21, 20212 Comments

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trick or treat

Do ghosts live on the moon? I don’t know. Can we fly? … Continue reading trick or treat

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self-defense

I have to kill her, or she would kill me.At first, when she criticized the way I looked, I tried to ignore her. Then, she started accusing me of doing wrong. Lectured that I should act more like others. Preaching to be a good daughter, wife, and mother. Told me that I would be a failure. It bothered me, hurt me, but I refused to … Continue reading self-defense

nelkumiOctober 15, 2021October 15, 20216 Comments

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plain truth

I have no story to tell at the moment; too many characters have died already, and the protagonist cannot find a goal to achieve. 『私の三不作』まず、不細工。元々の容姿もあるが、きれいにしようともしない。次に不精。やらなきゃならないことがない時が一番しあわせ。そして、不器用。思い描いていたものとは違う結果になることが多い。 Continue reading plain truth

nelkumiOctober 13, 2021October 13, 20219 Comments