Whether to convince others or me, I can pretend to be somewhat smart and adept.
But, reality ever seems to find ways to throw itself into my face and reminds me of who I am.
A lousy impersonator, I always have been and always will be.
振りは、できる。自分はできるんだと。
頭が良くて、適当に何でもできるんだと、他人に思わせたいのか、自分に信じさせる為か、振りをして、ごまかす事はできる。頭の端の方の疑念に気付いたまま。
そして、何らかで現実を目のあたりにすると、本当の自分が見えて、尚更嫌になる。
#metoo 🙂
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Your problem isn’t that you aren’t smart and adept, your problem is that you’re smart and adept at something other than who you’re trying to impersonate. So just be you ❤
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What you imply: that you are not REALLY smart and adept — this is SO not true. Of course, everything (and everyone) is relative. There are people very much smarter and more adept than you; there are people far less so. But you are definitely WAY above average. And you can trust my judgment, because I am very smart and very adept, and I say you are, too.
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